The very next day in my classroom when I
turned right, saw her, and she was exactly opposite to my seat. Even I talked
with her several times, and every-time it was fortuitous. Though I didn't
have any intention to talk with her, but talked with her half-heartily.
Everything was fine until the time; there was a small dispute between us. As
I was really expecting a situation like that, I used of it. I didn't talk with
her and started to avoid her. However, it wasn't even a brawl, it was a
normal talk, and nothing was wrong with her side. In other words, intentionally
I made it as a squabble. From that occasion onwards, I hurt her on various
circumstances until the last day in college. I remember well; she was trying to
talk with me on the last day in my college as usual I ignored and left the
place. At that instant, I thought I wouldn't ever think about her once again in
my life.
After a period of two years, one of the
things happened in my life droves my memory in a few years back, and it
visualized the thoughts of her. As soon I remembered the whole incident happened
between us and examined. I couldn't even answer the questions asked by my
intuition and in the end, really ashamed of my behavior. How much cruel in my
attitude, and I was completely wrong, in my opinion.
It was almost four years; she was trying
to talk with me, but I ignored her every single time. When the time I realized
my mistake, I had an interest to talk with her. A few months later, I
chatted with her on a social-networking site, and she was quite surprised. Even
she didn't believe that I'm talking with her. I didn't ask sorry as whatever I
had been made earlier was completely up to my knowledge. I felt talking with
her is the better way rather than asking sorry, and I did it. It had been a
period of six odd years to realize my mistake and still now I couldn't get the
answer to the question "Why I didn't like her on that first day?"
Until now, I really heartbroken with
my behavior and someday I would tell her "I'm sorry, you’re my
friend"
1 comments:
Do say that sorry word soon she would feel a lot better even though she wont mention it it will still be running in her mind I ma girl so trust me on this say it to her she will feel a lot of burnt gone.Nice expressed liked ur writing.
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