I took a glance at the time;
I smiled to hide my sorrows;
Where I fell down and hurt myself.
Inside, heart was filled by tears.
People named it fate; I called it life.
I let my heart's desire to guide me.
Life led me to an undesirable spot ,
On the way, I saw you near me.
I wanted to stop and know you,
As well as the reason of the solitary smile.
When I asked you, I came to know that;
We were moving into the same horizon.
That moment when I was with you,
You made me so close, to feel alive.
If I had a pen, I would let you know;
How you made me feel?
You might know how things changed.
Lately, a lot of things happened.
I didn't know where I was,
I just knew I was with you,
If I were a mind reader, I could read you.
I wasn't a prophet either, then
I decided to follow your shadows.
I hid my feelings all the time, deep inside me.
Thou I hate you, cause you made to fall.
Even so, I love you, cause I'm not same without you.
And today,
I'm scared to follow my heart's desire.
I wonder "Is it called destiny?"
I smiled to hide my sorrows;
Where I fell down and hurt myself.
Inside, heart was filled by tears.
People named it fate; I called it life.I let my heart's desire to guide me.
Life led me to an undesirable spot ,
On the way, I saw you near me.
I wanted to stop and know you,
As well as the reason of the solitary smile.
When I asked you, I came to know that;
We were moving into the same horizon.
That moment when I was with you,
You made me so close, to feel alive.
If I had a pen, I would let you know;
How you made me feel?
You might know how things changed.
Lately, a lot of things happened.
I didn't know where I was,
I just knew I was with you,
If I were a mind reader, I could read you.
I wasn't a prophet either, then
I decided to follow your shadows.
I hid my feelings all the time, deep inside me.
Thou I hate you, cause you made to fall.
Even so, I love you, cause I'm not same without you.
And today,
I'm scared to follow my heart's desire.
I wonder "Is it called destiny?"
I walk..
Thro' the path what life has shown me,
I shroud my expectation with a smile.
I walk..
As far as the moonlight fades away,
Until the rise of dawn and dusk.
I walk..
Now and then to get closer to you,
Whenever you keep me away.
I walk...
Tho the path is difficult to travel;
I love all the moments with you.
I walk..
With a fear, "If you don't know my odyssey",
But your fear is different from mine.
I walk..
To increase my heart beat, then
I can see your smile as much as I breathe.
I walk..
And I throw my hands in the air;
You might have been seeking me.
I walk..
Alone all the way with a thought,
Someday you will walk with me,
Every second of you.
Thro' the path what life has shown me,
I shroud my expectation with a smile.
I walk..
As far as the moonlight fades away,
Until the rise of dawn and dusk.
I walk..
Now and then to get closer to you,Whenever you keep me away.
I walk...
Tho the path is difficult to travel;
I love all the moments with you.
I walk..
With a fear, "If you don't know my odyssey",
But your fear is different from mine.
I walk..
To increase my heart beat, then
I can see your smile as much as I breathe.
And I throw my hands in the air;
You might have been seeking me.
I walk..
Alone all the way with a thought,
Someday you will walk with me,
Every second of you.
As long as you walk away from me,
I dread, you might forget to remember me,
I intend to follow every step of you,
At times, I hide behind your shadows.
Thou my walk for you will never stop;
I can see the distance between us,
Day by day, time by time; it gets longer;
However, distance keeps our souls nearer.
I face every single day like a new day,
Let the soul to embrace and cradle you;
I'm long to see the smile on your face;
I have been waiting for it, a longtime.
This precious moment will never come back,
Thou silence is the only thing stick us together.
I regret to feel regret for you,
Let us make a start over to rejoice,
The journey of life.
The dark monsters embrace together;
To veil the princess of blue.
The essence of brown grime;
Leads the twinkling and chanting;
To cherish the arrival of paradise's drops.
When it reaches the place of miseries,
It runs everywhere to find its burrow.
It cuddles all the way with stones and thorns,
Thou it won't tear its soul apart,
And it giggles like an altruistic spirit.
It merges with the clay in the path,
But it never wears a stain in its purity
From cradle to grave, It wanders,
Thou it never grows old in this birth.
To pacify the mind of numerous souls,
The Archangel of Heaven
Will never stop its odyssey.
Why do leaves fall?
When they know,
It will lead them to end.
Is it fate of leaves?
or
Is it luck of other beings?
Why do we strive for happiness?
When we know,
It's already inside us.
Is it fate of humans?
or
Is it luck of humans?
Why do bees collect honey?
When they know,
They won't taste it.
Is it fate of bees?
or
Is it luck of other beings?
Why do we worry?
When we know,
It's just part of our life .
Is it fate of humans?
or
Is it luck of humans?
Why do flowers bloom?
When they know,
They will wither.
Is it fate of flowers?
or
Is it luck of other beings?
Why do we fall in love?
When we know,
It will give us pain.
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Is it fate or luck?
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I planned to wake up early, but in the morning, I didn't wake up until I heard the voice of my mother. As soon I started to do the things which weren't in my lists. Likewise, all of my doings were exactly contradicted to my last night's plan. Indeed, I didn't want to happen on that way, but everything happened against me. On that day my entire plan collapsed and It wasn't up to my plan. Beside, I started to figure out my next day's plan.
The next day, I came up with a new idea which was exactly contrary to my previous plan. I planned to do peculiar things instead of a superior plan. I sketched a new To-Do list, but this time I planned to wake up very late. Further, all the stuff in my lists were exactly inverse to the previous night's plan. I was quite confidence about the new plan. I hoped that I would easily follow this on next day morning be cause of its weirdness.
Guess what? I woke up very early in the morning, but I planned to wake up late. I wondered, "How is it possible?" With so much anticipation in my mind, I was very keen to spend my time in bed. That much expectation made me to wake up too and once again I started to do all things which weren't included in my list. Meanwhile I failed to pursue my plans. It wasn't an auspicious end.
Almost everyday I have been making plan before I go to bed, I think about those things and very keen to follow it. Nearly every night I would make a new 'To-Do' list and in morning, I would do the things which are exactly contradicted to my plan list. I don't know why it has happened to me, but I believe there is a reason behind every action. Sometimes I wonder I'm the only one who faces such kinda of critical situation.
Lately, on a Sunday morning, I woke up very early and I went for a long ride. I was riding all alone in the long road like I hardly saw people on the roadside. I loved to travel all the way, while cool breeze was kissing my face. The day was followed by a perfect breakfast(I don't have breakfast regularly), reading, time with neighbours' kids and great with time my parents and friends. It was new experience, everything happened as like planned, but everything was coincident.
Obviously, I was quite impressed with the things whatever happened on that day and I started to treat the every day on its way without any plan.
All days are like paintings,
You need a little inspiration to get going,
A little smile can brighten up,
A whimsical idea can enlighten your day,
Every moment will become auspicious.
And my days become like a painting
When I see trees,
They strive to say something.
When I see birds,
They fly so close to me.
When the breeze thrives,
They whisper too loud for me.
Every insect, reptile and existence
Tries to convey something.
What do they want to say?
When I'm interested to listen,
Every being stops my way,
I wonder what makes to feel this way.
I walk alone all the way with my mind;
It's the only way without any obstacles.
I run like a river into the sea;
It leads me to enlightenment.
I see a tree again; I don't feel anything.
I want to know what it tries to tell me,
Thou life doesn't start from where it ends
I think everything wants to remind this.
I start to contemplate every moment of life.
And I be come very close to the nature.
I don't forget to carry smiles in my pockets
I hand them out wherever I get chances.
Be cause,
Life doesn't start from where it ends.
Picture Credit: Coolhunting
They strive to say something.
When I see birds,
They fly so close to me.When the breeze thrives,
They whisper too loud for me.
Every insect, reptile and existence
Tries to convey something.
What do they want to say?
When I'm interested to listen,
Every being stops my way,
I wonder what makes to feel this way.
I walk alone all the way with my mind;
It's the only way without any obstacles.
I run like a river into the sea;
It leads me to enlightenment.
I see a tree again; I don't feel anything.
I want to know what it tries to tell me,
Thou life doesn't start from where it ends
I think everything wants to remind this.
I start to contemplate every moment of life.
And I be come very close to the nature.
I don't forget to carry smiles in my pockets
I hand them out wherever I get chances.
Be cause,
Life doesn't start from where it ends.
Picture Credit: Coolhunting
